its the hesitation i love :)

  

so its saturday night, the end of another week, and whats been happening this week? *pauses typing to think*

ok, so wednesday was meet the music! the last one of this year, cant believe we've gone 4 times already ! i really liked this performance, especially the requiem. it was AMAZING :D i think it was so much better this time due to the choir and the soloists, especially the TWO little boy sopranos hehehehe <3 (so we all thought it was one..until they both came out at the end..oops ;D)

so before that, a group of us went straight from school and chilled at circular quay. we were rather high for a certain period of time, (e.g. when sen told us to stand around looking lost..so he could take a photo O-o LOL yes.. :L ) and on the train, pretending we didnt know each other ;) ah funnfunnfunn :) 

so highlights of the rest of the week...would be seeing someone carry my bag ( haha it suited you ;D) and just little things, pe was so funny, like on wednesday I decided to try in AFL, and scored! twice! ;) LOL.. and then kajabanana sent half the girls one by one to follow me and tackle me just cuz he wasnt allowed :p  but i conquered all! :D yes youyue ;) so i think i talked to everyone in my class this week... yes yay! im actually so sorry if i didnt used to...its not cuz i didnt want to, really long story short, you're all really really cool :)

haha so ANYWAY, thursday was so awessome haha we had a 13 people class ;D (sdd pppl gonnee YAYY loljokesjokesjkessss ) so we had a nice day imagining what itd be like if we only had 13 people in the class :L haah so on that day, that made me smile :) and im smiling now thinking about it :) (dear reader, its not what you're thinking) i know it doesnt amount to much in the long run, but gosh im still smiling :)  like a maniaacccc :D

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                                                     that^ story of my life

"everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. loneliness hurts. rejection hurts. losing someone hurts. envy hurts. everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt."

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What will you do when faced with two choices? Simply toss a coin. It works not because it settles the question for you, but because in that brief moment that the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you're hoping for.

 yknow, something funny happened this week. i found out im not the only one who thinks that. So many people in my life have changed this year, and according to G, they actually physically look different if on the inside theyve change. its like you cant even recognise them anymore. you actually cant. oh and just a shoutout to you, you're a newish girlfriend to me and well, ur situation .. i cant even bear to imagine what it'd be like for me...so i respect you :)

 ~K

oh and thank you, i didnt put 2 and 2 together til i got home.


oh yea, and like jsyknow, you can only make a "mistake" once, the second time its a choice. and theres srsly so many times you can forgive. so imma just keeep on smilingggg :)
and you. thanks for "bolting" :))))

oh. and you know what i like about you?? you're shameless. you dont mind if you're the only __ amongst a group of ___ people need to learn from you. im so lucky to have a friend like you :) its the hesitation i love :)