Saturday, December 31, 2011

A second chance ?

Seeing as this is my last post on this blog... I'd like to take the chance to wish you, my reader a very happy new years eve! May you spend this time being with the ppl you love or just thinking about them, and reflectin on the past year, the ups, the downs, the in the middles. I really do love all of you, but I just need to write a few final things directed at some ppl 1) I don't know how I feel about you. I like the place we're at, you make me happy:) but after yesterday I've realised it'll never be the same as it was this year. I want to say a thankyou for catching me when a fell. I don't know where I'd be without you. I have no idea if you'll remember all we have had in the past two months and tbh, me neither ,But I'll be here holdin onto it all as we enter a new road next year can't wait <3 2) talking to you is so fun, and ur turning very mature these days haha ty for slapping him ;D best friends for lovely long life LOL <3 3) part of me wonders why it hurt so much. So I guess a part of me is sorry for not telling you the truth early on. But as much as I knew it wouldnt have worked, I guess I just wanted to hold on just that little bit longer. No we're not meant to be but I really did love you. I guess this is what happens when you love the wrong person. So here's me pushing aside all mountains of Hurt you put on me to say I'm sorry. We both know what you did, and maybe one day, when you return as yourself, we'll meet again, and start over. Just maybe. Maybe I'll learn to forgive you one day. 4) hehe you make me all girly but LOL WHAT THE IT'S YOU. AISH nah w/e I'll push it out of my mind :) 5) here's my thankyou to God for bringing me a guardian angel, thankyou I love you God:) There's way too many ppl to talk about so I'll do on the new blog next year! Which is in like 10 hrs woot SEE YOU on the other side much love ~K 2012 will be filled with love ^^

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